The Prophecy/ End of Days

The Merkabah

This drawing was done a few days before my first controlled out of body experience (OBE).

Notice the opening and the balance of the whole drawing. We can see a birdbath or a water fountain (the Grail?) at the center. The tails of the two birds on the side, become palms/wings of the clown's face, at the center. Thus, the birds become the wings on the hat of  Hermes , the Messenger of the Gods. The clown figure emphasizes, I believe, the illusionary nature of the Holographic Universe.

Sideways, we can see a flying animal (or capsule) which has legs appearing as half wings and half palms. Images of flying vessels appeared very early in my work, especially when the sketches were turned around and seen from a reverse perspective (which is what drew my attention to this concept- of flying- in the first place.

Two days after this drawing, I had my first controlled OBE. I already mentioned that about 25 years ago, I suffered from night paralysis. During a whole month, I woke up every night, and felt totally paralyzed. I was very aware that I was out of my body. There were also other beings around me, growling and wanting to have sex with me. Theses moments were terrifying. I was so terrified that I had a hard time to go to sleep. I did a certain ritual to stop my second body traveling (at least consciously) at night. Whichever ritual I performed, does not really matter. Whatever symbols, prayers, dances or whatever is being used in a ritual only work if the person believes in it (if one has faith that it will work, it works: crosses, prayers, crystals...). It is the emotion, behind the ritual, that counts. Also by the time I sealed my body against these night excursions, I also knew how to protect myself as I entered the astral planes. Though I did not know, then, that these night excursions could bring me to incredible places and that they could be a path of spiritual acceleration.

I read about a month ago that the sounds, the tremors, the vibrations are precursors to OBE. I was surprised but then with the new information I was willing to experiment. I decided to face my night terrors for one main reason: I want answers. I read the following books: '"Adventures beyond the body" and "The Secret of the Soul", by William Buhlman, and "Astral Dynamics, by Robert Bruce. In them, the reader can find all the knowledge and tools necessary for O.B.E. The beauty in this path is that it is accessible to everyone. All we need is a bit of motivation and persistence in order to access an incredible world of wisdom, beauty and answers to our questions.

My first controlled O.B.E. was smooth and gentle (I needed that). I woke up in the astral world . No vibration, no sound. As soon as I woke up, I knew I was in another plane of existence because of my previous experiences. So I pulled my second body out of my physical one. I could see the white bluish energy like features of my arms as I was pulling them out of my body. I separated easily and went right to see my dog. I could see his second body laying on the side of its physical self. Somehow, it was a bit different than his regular body. The black and white markings were different. I did not pay attention to this matter, having read that the astral planes are not necessary an exact replica of our physical world. In any case, the puppy seemed surprise to see me and a bit confused and worry about my being there there. So, I turned myself around and decided to go through my door. I had planned to fly to the summit of a mountain nearby my house. As I crossed the door, I tightened my body as if I were ready for an impact. However, I crossed with no problem. Outside, the air was cool but not cold. There was a very light snow falling. The night was so peaceful and beautiful. I focused onto the peak I wanted to reach. I flew. I started picking up speed. So I asked to slow down because of my fear of height (I have a very bad vertigo problem). So I slowed down a bit but then my body turned around, and I started flying on my back, and started falling. At that moment, a huge hand grabbed me by the waist and held me back. I recognized the being. Twenty ears ago, I woke up during one of my O.B.E. I was flying. I became scared because I was flying at an incredible speed and my body was swaying from one side to the other. I had no control. So I asked for help. I recalled this giant being (which I have never seen) coming at my rescue. He picked be up in his arms, and slowly brought me back into my body. I woke up as soon as my feet touched my bed. This being was the same one I had encountered years ago. Even though, I could not see him though, I recognized him right away and thus, I was not afraid. I let go. At the moment when I let go, the hand transformed into a huge roller coaster (I hate them) and I went down and down. I started screaming, but as I reached the bottom of the rail (with all the sensation in the stomach which go with the ride), I laughed out loud. Spontaneous and free. Afterward, I found myself hovering midair. I felt a pull in my back, which is a sign telling me that it is time to return. I gratefully thanked the "guide" and return to my body. I woke up with a light tingling through my entire being and a great sense of serenity.

The best thing however, is that the next day, I realized that my vertigo has been cured of at least 8o%. Even to climb onto a chair was a trial for me: my legs would start tremble uncontrollably because of my fear of height. It is thus normal that at my first O.B.E., my vertigo would be the main problem to be worked on. I read that we can resolve many deep fears and issues, through astral projecting, in a relative short period of time. Well, I guess I am a believer. Astral projection could be used as an accelerated spiritual path of evolution. With it, we can increase, in a very short amount of time, our own frequency and consequently, the frequency of the earth- which we definitively need for our survival. In any case, I can go up onto brick walls, climb and reach much greater heights I have ever been able to, and I am not afraid....

Night Traveller

I come to believe that some people and groups are manipulated and controlled by some form of Alien life. It seems their hidden purpose is to keep us blind and divided. On the other side, it seems that we also receive help from other form of life and consciousness. This later seems to support and help humanity in its growth.

This drawing seems to show a little girl (at the bottom) being lift up. Her head seems enclosed in the mouth or claw of another being standing just above her. This being appears a bit like a Praying Mantis or at least seems insectoid in nature. Its head forms a sphere which could also represent a ship, a tunnel or some form of light into which the girl is being lifted. The girl's hands seem to hold a pole to which, a wheel is attached at each of its end. It looks as if the girl  were doing a fine balancing act, as if she were walking onto a fine rope. But she appears in control. The being on top of her seems to help her in the process.

The next drawing came a few weeks later. The oval shape at the bottom represents a head. The eyes seem closed as if the figure were sleeping. On its chest are drawn x's representing a gate or some kind of  block or barrier. The neck appears also constricted. The being seems not to be able to move, as if he were being held back or paralyzed. Directly above the head is a conic figure, or a form of a laser, which appears to be lowered down. It is directly in contact with the head. Given by all the energy going around (the two tentacle's figures, standing on each side of the head, seem to be moving like the arms of an octopus: they are made of some kind of magnetic or electric energy given by the spiral shapes they are taking)  some kind of surgery or operation has taken or will take place.  Also, the stairs (represented by the zigzags at the bottom of the drawing) and the parallel lines, enclosing and surrounding the head, give us the illusion of being lifted or brought down into a form of elevator. The gate looks like the door of our first elevators. The head could also be twisted back onto the body of our figure (given by the two claws which seem to hold it). If we look closely on top, many figures and beings seem to work on the "project".

The next drawing came two weeks later. The same oval figure (as the one in the prior drawing) is showing up again. The eyes are covered by a hood as if the being is totally unconscious of the process which is going on. The circle standing just above the oval figure could represent another being with two arms surrounding it. Our sleeping figure seems to be laying onto a table. Its being seems to be opened as if he were going through some kind of surgery or operation. We can see, inside the body some kind of DNA structure which is in complete alignment. The whole DNA string forms also the central line of a crystal (which forms a major part of the drawing). The crystal can rotate at many angles and directions. The drawing could also represent an open vagina giving birth to this crystal (and thus the circular shape above would represent a midwife figure). The crystal seems also to portray two eyes on each of its side, as if an Alien Being is finally emerging or  coming through.

Reverse, the same drawing clearly shows the same "Alien". It appears cetacean in nature. This time, it is smiling or laughing. It seems to hold in its hands a weight which it is lifting up as if it were a winner or celebrating some kind of happy event.

I knew that all these last drawings were announcing some kind of opening or birth taken place. However, I had no idea what they were pointing at directly (and probably still do not understand their whole meaning). Two weeks later, I started to astral project, consciously.

Being Blind

Aesthetically, the drawings are at times in need. However, I do not care about their aesthetic qualities. What I care about, is the meaning behind them: meanings which sometimes startle me but also bring me one step closer to a greater understanding. On top, we see a kind of garden. It could be a water fountain with jewels or something in this kind of line. At the very bottom, the sphere could represent the head of a human. Two swords (or sharp objects) are crossing his eyes, making him/her blind. The two swords could also be the arms of a clownish figure (the boomerang at the center represents his chin with an evil smile). On each side of the clown stand Aliens. The swords could also represent their arms hiding the vision of the figure at the bottom of the drawing.

Reverse, I can see only a few things. A figure at the bottom is smiling. The boomerang transforms into a portal or a gate which is being blocked. Does the sphere at the top represents Gaea or Terra coming into alignment with earth in 2012 (as predicted by some factions of the UFO community)? If this is the case then why is the sphere crossed? Are there really beings out there which are trying to control and manipulate our view of the world (other than our media and government)? And if there are, why do they want to keep us away from accessing that knowledge? Why do they what to keep us here and stop us to access parallel worlds and Universes?

By now, I came to believe that most of us are prey to holographic insertions which keep us in ignorance and within a dichotomous view of the world: this view keeps us divided and consequently, at war with each other and with the natural world.

Are we simply puppets in their hands?

I am really concerned about Hamas' declaration of victory after the Israeli army pulled out from Gaza. All these rhetoric serve only one purpose: to increase the nationalist and patriotic feelings amongst the Palestinians, and this amounts to only huge problems for Israel (not that patriotic feelings amongst Israelis are necessary much better). All I can see when thinking about the Israeli and Palestinian conflict and the rising violence in the area, is one of the murals done on the walls in my house prior the evacuation. To me, the violence represents only a movement forward to the coming of the prophecy of the end of days. Hope I am wrong. I hope that during this strange period of my life, I only caught the frequency and emotional state of a group of people, and its fear prior the evacuation, and that basically, I downloaded (channeled) the information into symbols and forms understandable to our mind. Maybe...

On the mural, we can see a snake or a cobra rising on the right. This is Gaza. It could also represents a scepter ready to strike. Either way, the figure strikes the flag of Israel. On the left, we see that the land has been divided (represented by the river of blood), and that rockets are being fired at Israel, and are becoming closer reaching nearly the center of the country. On the mural, the following words are written:

                                                 Judgment Day

                                         What have you done Israel

                                         Blood will be spread on your land

                                         And the Nile will be filled with your blood

                                         The seal has been broken

                                         You have awaken the Snake

                                                    Oh! Israel 

                                            You have awaken the Snake

                                       The doors of Armageddon have been opened

Actually this picture represents two murals joined together to form a whole piece. I did not intend to draw them as such. Each mural was done separately and at different times. At one point, I sat in my living room and could see directly in that small corner of my hallway. Only then did I realize that theses two murals fitted together and were forming, in some ways, only one. Together, they were telling me more about the story that was developing onto my walls. We can see on the mural, on the left wall, 5 red lines. They were meant to represent the tracts  of the rockets fired at Israel. These lines became the contour of the face of the snake. And the Snake kept hitting Israel. It is these "coincidences", while drawing all these murals, which led me to pay close attention and to wonder about what was really going on.

This drawing was done yesterday. We can see 2 snakes facing each other (they have black beaks which can make them appear as crows. Their bodies however are reptilian in nature given by the similarities with the scales found on crocodile's backs). A basket stands between the snakes. Just above the basket is a ball ready to hit a score. Who is throwing it into the basket? If we look just above the ball, nearly on top of the drawing, a small figure appears with black eyes (looks like sun glasses). The figure has horns. Its hands hold the snakes and seems to keep them apart, or perhaps, they keep them separate just before releasing them for a fight to the death (given by the crow-like nature of the beasts). If we bring the two eyes together as to merge them to form only one united figure, it creates the face of a lion- snake beast or better, it looked like a sea dragon coming out of the picture, staring right at us. The same dragon (symbolizing our hidden emotions?) is ridden by this small figure atop its head. This horned figure seems to be the one releasing the ball in the basket. Who would benefit from keeping us divided? By remaining divided amongst us and in ourselves, we are kept separate from our incredible potential. Is this division only our doing or are other deeper and darker forces also at play?

The reverse version of the same drawing is also very interesting. I colored the present figure so that the reader can follow some of my thoughts and the questions that arise because of the drawing (and many others). Here, I see this figure sitting a bit like a yogi in meditative posture. I colored it green because of its reptilian-insectoid nature. The figure seems to have wings ( symbolizing the ability to fly). Its wings extend to form arms which look like whips with sharp scales (the whips could also represent rings of fire if they were colored red or orange). In any case, the whips point to cutting, sharpness and cruelty. The yellow part represent the phallic nature of the figure, ready to launch whatever... In addition, we can see at the bottom of the page another head (yellow) with horns. On top of its head, is the crescent of the moon. The symbols of the crescent of the moon and the horns represent, as I already mentioned, the high priest(ess). The high priest, another notion of the shaman, has the ability to travel to higher realms and get information as to help its tribe. However, in this case, the high priest seems to be in touch with this reptilian figure standing just above it (his head is in direct alignment with the reptilian). Is it possible that some of us are controlled psychologically by aliens, who basically want to destroy us? Can we really have people and groups of people ready to be used (unconsciously) by these aliens beings who ultimately want our destruction (or slavery? I came to believe that we have many sleeping cells in this world, controlled by these aliens forces, ready to be unleashed at the appropriate time, all under the name of God(s). I am not only talking about the extremists in the Muslims world because the drawings also show that two opposites sides are under their control. 

                         I called this figure "The Cocoon" because we can see a spider coming down from a dark cave (the spider's head is represented with the circle, at the center, filled with small squares). At the tip of its tail is attached a cocoon ready to open. We can see the spider web spreading everywhere. At first, the web represented to me, al queda's small cells, located every where in the world, ready to be unleashed, at any time. The web signified to me that the whole world would be caught in the struggle. Today however, after further reading, the drawing raises other questions. Does the web represent the NET described by Ashayana Deane, as holographic insert fields which mechanically gave false readings to sleepers groups or cells? In other words, these groups receive messages from beings which intend to dominate and control us. They receive false messages from the "higher Realms", or what they believe is God. We can also see figures of clowns in the drawings pointing to the illusive nature of it all. The Net is designed to keep us from receiving messages from Higher Beings, which live truly with the concept of the Law of One and of Unity, and thus they keep us in a world of separation duality, and ignorance.                                    

                            Again, I colored some of the area so that the reader knows what I am talking about. This is the original drawing (i.e. shown in the upright position) of the one shown just above, on this post. We can see a little orange being, with two black slitted eyes, holding the net separated, as to stop it to close down entirely onto the world. The effort seems to be superhuman as if it were a super hero of some sort (all my drawings take the form  of cartoon's characters). As the figure holds the net, a portal seems to be created or opened (the blue rainbow bridge).

In this last picture I highlighted a figure which stands behind our "hero". It looks like a big bird watching the whole scene. It wears a kippa. At the bottom of the drawing seems to be a boat paddling away, trying to escape the spider's grasps.